独坐在路边街角,冷风吹醒,默默地伴著我的孤影
只想将吉他紧抱,恕出心酸,就在这刻想起往事。。。。

借酒消愁,反而一塌糊涂,太天真。
每晚回家,心里恨火点起,不想回。
什么是家,我已经没有家,家散了。
灰色心情,傻傻望着雨天,更低落。
一念地狱,抛弃所有感情,人间蒸发。

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shit i adore violent i swear i cuss on you i listen to eminem i’m your fucking son, dad . imagine how i put my foot on your fucking balls i have no more leniency on you asshole. you made the choice so did i, fuck you. they might give in but i dont give a fuckin chance for you, you have to earn it yourself . cant earn it then beg for it.

you still dont remorse, shut up cheap ass, you and fucking bro causin too much chaos to ma, sis. i see you i puke cause you are disgusting than britney spears, dont ever start with me or i’ma fuck you off.

respect? no i cant find it on a sucka like you anymore, you dont deserve it from us. when i see ma and sis weeping i hate you even more. i told ma i wont give a shit about you, i hold on to my balls, you pissed me off you got it.

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it has coming back to me again.

and i knew why the feeling is inside me.

there is a way out, but i chose to forgo.

the answer will only hurt the one.

i wish to be disappeared without a trace.

just someday.

im waiting for it to come.

if i suddenly disappear, will anyone question or maybe no one even notice my disappearance.

the feel of solitude and i will always be hiding in the corner.

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I’ve been to gym for almost a week, bringing aches home almost for every session. But I’m still loving it, the fitness centre has become like a playground for me to work out my body. Giving myself 2 months for the hell training, hope it will show me the result asap. hehe..ガンバテ!!!

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license to be fit

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什么是死,死是什么感觉?死是痛是悲伤?死过后会有感觉吗?还是just a like quick snap without a feeling and lose out consciousness? Why there is a birth and death? This is the so called cycle of life? But why is it so?

人死后真的会有灵魂吗?它会漂浮在空中依依不舍地看着他们的亲人吗? Where would their soul goes?他们会否舍不得离开,很多事还未完成和去体验,lover to love,身边家人朋友去关心?

生命又是什么?人能控制它吗? How can we control it? 珍惜生命又是什么一回事? 但我们不知何时生命会结束? 是不是活得精彩把握现在所拥有的 but can we have it all in our hands not in any given time? There is just too much questions cannot be answered, can it or every question must have an answer? 我只知道 one day I would leave just like that too ………………………..

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看着你 看窗外 悄悄变红的叶
轻轻的 你的手 又握紧了一些
该不该让你到我的世界

Let’s start from here 无所谓 慢慢来
迷宫一样的未来 转一个圈 会到那里
我喜欢爱情有点神秘
I don’t care where we go
Let’s start from here

陪着我 喝咖啡 爱在空气里
暖暖的是你的笑 赶走心情的灰
我想我不在意你曾爱过谁

Let’s start from here 无所谓 就算爱
像空沙发在等待 拥抱着是不确定
我喜欢爱情多点惊喜
I don’t care where we go
Let’s start from here
Let’s start from here

爱一个人怎么开始啊
像街上走过那些人们
转一个弯 遇见美好

Start from here 无所谓 慢慢来
迷宫一样的未来 转一个圈 会到那里
我喜欢爱情有点神秘
无所谓 就算爱
像空沙发在等待 拥抱着是不确定
我喜欢爱情多点惊喜

I don’t care where we go
Let’s start from here
Mm…..Let’s start from here
Let’s start from here
Let’s start from here

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You, do you remember me?
Like I remember you?
Do you spend your life
Going back in your mind to that time?
Because I, I walk the streets alone
I hate being on my own
And everyone can see that I refell
And I’m going through hell
Thinking about you were somebody else

Somebody wants you
Somebody needs you
Somebody dreams about you every single night
Somebody can’t breath without you, it’s lonely
Somebody hopes someday you will see
That Somebody’s Me
That Somebody’s Me

How, How could we go wrong
It was so good and now it’s gone
And I pray at night taht our paths will soon cross
And what we had isn’t lost
Cause you’re always right here in my thoughts

Somebody wants you
Somebody needs you
Somebody dreams about you every single night
Somebody can’t breath without you, it’s lonely
Somebody hopes someday you will see
That Somebody’s Me
That Somebody’s Me

You’ll always be in my life
Even if I’m not in your life
Because you’re in my memory
You, will you remember me
And before you set me free
Oh listen please

Somebody wants you
Somebody needs you
Somebody dreams about you every single night
Somebody can’t breath without you, it’s lonely
Somebody hopes someday you will see
That Somebody’s Me
That Somebody’s Me
That Somebody’s Me
That Somebody’s Me

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It’s beautiful, your honesty
You cry when you need to
say what you feel
You’re never afraid to wear your heart on your sleeve
You’re always so open with me

It’s in your voice, I can hear it
The sound of a woman in love

Only a woman can love you so much
Give you her life and give you her trust
Not any woman can do what you do
Only a woman like you

It’s magical, your love for me
It’s more than a man could ever receive
I’m just a man and it’s hard to believe
A woman like you could love me

It’ in your eyes, I can see it
The look of a woman in love

Only a woman can love you so much
Give you her life and give you her trust
Not any woman can do what you do
Only a woman like you

If only I could find the words to say
But I just can’t, so forgive me
Cause you took the words away
You answered every prayer I always prayed

It’s in your touch, I can feel it
The feeling of a woman in love

Only a woman can love you so much
Give you her life and give you her trust
Not any woman can do what you do
Only a woman like you

Only a woman can love you so much
Give you her life and give you her trust
Not any woman can do what you do
Only a woman like you

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凌晨三点钟了,欠港的我眼睁睁的坐在角落看着时间一秒一秒地过去。。。离开上班时间还有一段时间。。

原因-心灵上的寂寞。过着单身的生活也一年半了。时常在朋友身边炫耀单身的生活很清闲自在,但偶尔不小心的看着小情侣手牵手拥抱着,那感觉是多么的温暖`羡慕。有时很想很想找个人去爱,去疼惜,去呵护。但我提醒自己别因为我的爱而伤了他人。我是一个非常爱自由不喜欢被受约束的,这么样的一个人怎么有资格去爱一个人。。唉!我真的很希望把我的爱给割去,没有了它那就不会想要有谈情说爱,思想很不成熟吧。

怎样也好因为还是会寂寞,忘了它去睡吧!knn !!!

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I thought I would be fine after a sleep, who knows the condition got worse. Got cold, coughing, fever, throat infection, losing my voice, my sleep. Doctor gave me a 2 days medical leave, due to the effect of the medication. I’m getting high and blurry for few times and it’s kinda fun feeling, no wonder there are so many kiddos like to pop ecstacy in night spots. A little noise and vibration will give me a shock,frighten ….. looks like the pills are very strong and my immune system must have been weaken many times.

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